Stuck Deux   Stuck and angry… Tears on the edge of forming. Unheard by anyone Lost in my own mind Broken inside Facade outside Cannot shake the tension Pulling me in Where the hate begins Stuck in existential dread Lost in my head I am not alone But that makes it worse This design is…

Tired  Tired, Uninspired Need to set my soul on fire… I’m just stuck wallowing in the mire, Running on a flat tire, Serving some mystery sire It’s quite a quagmire. Oh, how I aspire To make it through the wire, The situation seems dire. Please, don’t call me a liar Because some events might soon…

betrey  3 parts of me, my tri-ality  Lost in a space of futility  Rage flows into hostility  Stealing any sense of tranquility  Mind trapped in existential dread Is it real, in my head?  Its real from what the voices said  But those same voices wish me dead  Its stem is not from how but why …

Perplexed  Id rather kill with kindness than let it wither in neglect.  One a show of trust   The other lack of respect  How precious. At what cost, is it worth to protect?  What it is, is what has me perplexed.  Not physical, but it is as real as the skin im in.  As fixed as…

Rattled Cages You put ME in the cage, But you’re about to rattle.   Which one of you motherfuckers Went out and tattled I was in the middle, Of a spiritual battle. And was knocked, Right from the saddle. So, i bided my time Tried not to unravel For i was fragile From travel and battle…

Hamartia My hamartia won’t be hubris, Too many efforts fruitless, All lacking humility, It’s no way to be. Although I strive to be humble, Many trip me on my path, Making me stumble And I fall into wrath. Because i’ve lost my power to fight back, That, is the cause of my lack. “My Power,…

Kirkegaard Mind trapped in existential dread Is it real or in my head It’s real from what the voices said Mind trapped, soul is gutted

Traveling through space The earth as my rocket ship Only surviving

Who are those who look out for us?  Angels Our good deeds entertaining, Dancing Our offenses create need to repent, Often, But we always have our guardians, Watching To guide us to hope, Always. 

Incarnate I am vast I am whole I am love Incarnate I am closed I am flawed I am hate Incarnate  I am full  I am generous I am humble  Incarnate  I am empty I am greedy I am hubris Incarnate